2005-07-31

Posted at 18:48 UT by Tamara

Broadcast Cable Series FROM the GROUND UP, creating energy self-reliant, environmentally friendly, homes, systems, and transportation

Learn more about the Broadcast Cable Series at

www.TamaraLynnScottBroadcasts.blogspot.com

Funke North America Ltd. Of Ontario, Canada is joining the series FROM the GROUND UP , bringing into the design considerations the GOLPLA erosion control and grass reinforcement system, a rigid, high quality plastic grass reinforcement and erosion control system designed to perpetuate the growth of grass under conditions of intensive vehicular or pedestrian traffic.

It is made from 100% recycled plastics and is 100% recyclable.

A patented fully interlocking system ensures even support of loads in excess of 10 tons per square foot, and is not affected by extremes of temperature, is UV stable, and non-toxic.

It can also be used as a basework for gravel and stone retention and comes in a range of colors, including Rustic, Dark Grey, Light Grey, Buff, or Black.

Also for consideration is the D-Raintank, a completely recyclable modular underground storage chamber for management of rainwater, offering at source drainage technology.

The movement to underground stormwater management offers more efficient land development, preservation of greenspace, groundwater recharge, and reclamation of water for future use.

Committed to environmentally sustainable land development, Funke offers innovation in erosion and stormwater management.

Learn more about Golpla, and D-Raintanks by visiting

www.funkenorthamericaltd.com

2005-07-30

Posted at 19:24 UT by Tamara

Broadcast Cable Series FROM the GROUND UP, creating energy self-reliant, environmentally friendly, homes, systems, and transportation

Learn more about the Broadcast Cable Series at

www.TamaraLynnScottBroadcasts.blogspot.com

Quietside Corporation is joining the series FROM the GROUND UP, bringing Hydronic Radiant Floor Heating Systems into the design process along with their QVM 9, an Energy Star approved Dual Purpose Hydronic Heat System for heating and DHW usage.

The QVM 9 unit is available in 3 capacities and has a 90% AFUE efficiency level.

It features sealed combustion and venting in Schedule 40 PVC or ABS.

Domestic Hot Water is provided on demand and will have priority over the heating demand until the call for DHW has completed.

The QSDHS system is available in 20, 50, and 80 gallon sizes, and consists of a tank, pump, and mixing valve.

This system is designed for use with the Quietside QVM9 DPHS and provides additional Domestic Hot Water production so that the unit can service Jacuzzi tubs and other high water usage devices, which require a greater flow rate than the QVM9 is capable of providing as a standalone device.

The tanks are manufactured from heavy gauge steel, and porcelain lined for a long life, and insulated with 2 inch non CFC blown foam with a powder coated sheet metal outer skin. Dual anode rods and an aquastat are factory installed, with a pressure relief valve supplied loose for field installation.

A Taco 008 Bronze pump with integral flow check is supplied loose for field installation to circulate water from the tank to the DHW inlet of the QVM9. Pump operation is controlled by the tank aquastat.

Learn more about Quietside Corporation at

www.quietside.com

2005-07-26

Posted at 21:59 UT by Tamara

I look for you everywhere,

And nowhere,

And hardly sense when you are near,

Flash of lighting in the eye,

The heart revives,

Remembers,

Repairs.

This horrible game

Of do and die,

That separates the mind from share.

That drives the nail into the eye.

No spirit peace.

No place of reach,

No heart of try.

Droning planes,

I look up and dream you there.

Time off pilot and passengering.

Different experiencing.

I see you in my sleep,

In my dreams,

Reveries,

That lifetimes seldom share.

For eyes which do not look,

Do not see,

Run to the walls of

Forbidden seen.

Solitaire.

That lets none in,

That keeps burning sin of despairs.

Returning to where

We ensue,

And know each for who

We really are.

Nights of walking towered skies,

Decks and Balistrades of sunset eyes,

Clear skies without cares.

Sadness we visit upon ourself,

To feel,

To dream,

To weigh.

Labyrinths of love

With the soul,

The self,

The stranger

Spirit of life,

Wondering lost,

Belonging towhat

We carry inside.

My lady,

My love,

My lost,

My want.

You don’t always get what you want.

It doesn’t stop the desire.

Thanks for that,

Good neighbor.

Piercing like a blade,

Regresso a mi

Somewhere in time.

To one I barely recognize,

The journey too long

The lapses between,

The sight too short,

The looking,

Not seen,

Run into the night.

Always,

A moments flash,

Run into the night.

Posted at 21:56 UT by Tamara

Time and Space

I see your face in every crowd,

Your eyes bring warmth to me.

Though time and space may come between,

It’s not hard to see.

You’re smiling from the yesterdays

Your laughter’s still with me.

Though Time and Space may come between

You still bring love to me.

You never looked for words from me.

You never tried to bind.

You never asked for empty vows,

Or pressed me for time.

You knew without speaking

All the things I wanted you to know.

Though Time and Space may come between.

Your love still helps me grow.

I think of the yesterdays,

And where we’ve come from then.

Through Time and Space may come between,

Until then.

I see your face.

I hear your voice.

I feel you close to me.

Though Time and Space may come between,

I can clearly see.

You’re smiling from the yesterdays.

Your laughter’s still with me.

Though Time and Space may come between,

You still bring love to me.

Your loves still here with me.

Posted at 21:52 UT by Tamara

We are not dead yet!

Rise up from these dreams of death,

Climb the mountain,

Dance again.

Sing to free

The heart and am.

Someone must face the bullets,

The greed,

The terror

Seed of kill.

For hate in man is strong in deed.

Easy to do wrong.

Land,

Gold,

Power,

Greed,

God to most,

Godless bleed,

The darkness that kills all.

Till soul gets it right,

Eternal fight,

Eternal need.

Battlefield

In skies,

In eyes,

In those left on the field.

In the many livings and dyings,

The genie has come

Out of the bottle,

In time of great need,

The darkness blackens to make brighter, the dawn.

Freedom lights the mind,

Fires the flame.

To one who is always here,

Always remains.

What we risk to feel,

Post,

Reveal,

Before us now

In ever time,

Ever space.

Sad and happy,

Lingering taste

Of something lost,

Something gained.

Still missing

The cues,

Invisible twist,

Comforting far and few.

The phone lines ring,

But cannot pierce through.

Gray, silent muse,

Love still feels,

Too many sales calls,

Or harassment of trace?

Who gives the right to behave this way?

The Game?

The glue?

Lame excuse?

In tangled spins of where and why,

Press to these pages,

Now,

Nigh,

Moments give,

Life tries.

Permissions to float in and out

Of sight,

And unseen,

Permissions to be,

To love,

To seed.

Masters have what they need.

Of heart,

Life,

Late,

Lies.

Telephone Lover,

Thoughts enslaved,

Times of change,

And repeat.

Now and When

Suffer some,

Such is life,

Cross the road again.

Walk the forest of thought and find,

Expect.

Wait.

Life pace,

Cut betweens.

Blade and blast,

Seldom ask,

Chance to wind.

Feel remains

Through time and change,

And missed explains,

And nearness lost.

Spirit screams,

And cries,

And quiets,

Tossed.

Hourglass years

Grow fewer,

Dimmed,

To one of danger,

Not knowing the cost.

No me fallara

Ahora,

Porque.

Good usage of time on board a plane.

Often here,

Just out of touch,

Still near.

2005-07-25

Posted at 17:23 UT by Tamara

Follow Your Heart

Follow your heart,
let it take you,
let it lead you.

Follow your heart.
Who can say
that you're wrong to go?

Even so.

Follow,
Follow your heart.

Follow your mind,
it winds,
it turns,
it learns to free you.

Follow your dreams,
let them change.

The only thing that you believe
is
Follow,
Follow your heart.

Follow,
Follow your heart.

Posted at 07:32 UT by Tamara

What I cannot forget,

I cannot throw away.

I cannot draw to nearer,

I cannot go.

I cannot stay.

I hardly know the time and face,

Spinning real,

Come and go.

Inward hope

Ever plays.

What part of life,

Dream,

And what part

Real?

Wait and tell,

Tell and wait.

Posted at 06:25 UT by Tamara

Out of anywhere,

A few seconds split,

An indirect glance,

Not enough to register sure,

Until the moments pass.

Running away from everyone,

A loner’s line,

Carries mines

Of not enough.

To one who has some gift of see,

From one who has a moments seized,

Not enough.

Not enough.

How many faces, forms, fees

Does a person play,

Pimpernel,

For purpose,

Or tease?

2005-07-24

Posted at 14:42 UT by Tamara

Out of the blue,

Into the blue,

Without warning,

Or cue

Or name heard

Or called,

Life trained,

Unholy games,

Necessary news.

Its just the way it is

Along these alleyways

Of distant days

And dimming dos.

Real.

Confused.

No words can say.

Counting days

for win and loose.

Solitude.

Posted at 14:38 UT by Tamara

Wholy evil

Rages,

Kills,

Knows only hatred,

Blind will,

Descent into hell,

Where all tell

Their deeds to day.

Souls that lay

Wholly evil.

The mind lays bent,

Twisted,

Destroyed in the flames

Of hatreds,

Darkness,

Rage.

Descent into madness

Where all must pay

For who they are,

What they remain.

Returning to the grist,

To turn,

Twist,

Until the light of within

Is reflamed.

Unholy war,

Spirit descent.

The demonic parades as good,

Deceiving weak will.

Out of greed for power,

Knowing no limit to murderous kill,

Torturing minds,

Gristmill,

Where all must live afraid.

The mind is the master.

Who masters this trail?

This test of good and evil,

All must self till.

Posted at 03:44 UT by Tamara

Pain of knowing,

And be not known,

Pain of loving,

And be not shown,

Nor recognized,

In nearest lies,

memory of life,

holy ghost.

Eyes downcast,

Inner closed,

Running away from,

Running towards,

pain of running,

pain of alone.

In the night,

eyes watching,

Like scanners,

Like rope,

Like stalkers.

practicing craft,

Crass hopes.

Music and dance the night to gay,

What will be known,

Will be known.

2005-07-22

Posted at 18:36 UT by Tamara

Trex© decking and railing, a leading brand of composite decking is entering the Cable Broadcast Series: FROM the GROUND UP – creating energy self-reliant, environmentally friendly homes and systems.

Learn more about the Broadcast Cable Series at

www.TamaraLynnScottBroadcasts.blogspot.com

Made from recycled and reclaimed wood and plastic, the two combine to give you a decking where wood protects the plastic from UV exposure and adds a slip resistant surface, and plastic shields the wood from moisture, insect damage, rotting , cracking, warping, or splintering.

Trex decking does not have to be treated for weather protection.

It contains no harmful chemicals.

Trex is available in seven distinctive colors and textures which can combine to add depth and style to decking and railing designs.

Trex Origins ™ features a smooth, contemporary look, Trex Accents © has a rich wood grain appearance. Trex Brasilia ™ offers the natural beauty of tropical hardwoods without impacting old-growth rainforest trees.

Trex boards can be curved to create unique designs, shapes, and patterns when outside temperatures are above 60 degrees F.

Trex has a complete line of railings that match the deck boards, available in white for an attractive contrast.

Any type of deck screws may be used, including the latest hidden fastener systems.

Learn more about Trex decking and railing at

www.Trex.com

Posted at 17:32 UT by Tamara

Dimension One Spas enters the series FROM the GROUND UP with their Art and Innovative Designs of Hot Tubs.

Learn more about the Broadcast Cable Series at

www.TamaraLynnScottBroadcasts.blogspot.com

FastFlo Heaters are one of the most durable and reliable spa heaters on the market with a 5-Year Unconditional Warranty and High-flow design which prohibits harmful mineral build-up.

Constructed of stainless steel, no-weld construction for longer life, large surface area and low density lowers heat costs.

Variable output provides optimal heat recovery and lower energy consumption.

D1 Spas are 100% polyurethane foam insulated with closed-cell urethane, like commercial freezers, to minimize heat loss and ensure the lowest energy costs possible.

Multi-density provides added structural integrity encapsulates plumbing to prevent leaks, absorbs equipment noise for quietest operation, and is an E.P.A compliant material.

The patented system of filters, purifies the spa water and uses less electricity than a 100-watt light bulb. 84% of energy used is returned as heat.

A low-consumption circulation pump of durable components for longer life offers virtually silent operation.

The architectural teams designing the prototype 2 bedroom, 2 bath, energy efficient homes will be utilizing the passive power of solar to further the energy efficiency of these well designed, self contained spas.

D1 UltraLife Spa shells are acrylic and require almost no maintenance.

Jets are adjustable for water volume, air flow and jet pressure.Raised bumps apply acupressure.

The UltraLounge offers pre-programmed sequences of massage patterns to six muscle group zones.

A patented NeckFlex pillow adjusts to fit height and comes with four interchangeable water-volume-adjustable jets.

A scrolling message center manages filtration temperature and self-diagnostic programs.

Osonization reduces chemical use, increasing energy efficiency.

Learn more about Dimension One Spas at

www.d1spas.com

2005-07-19

Posted at 04:18 UT by Tamara

What must life be like for you?

No one to hold,

No swim in twilight pools.

No walk along remote beaches,

Or forest ways

No rest.

No place to be pure.

a world of jaded jewels,

A sewage of untrue.

Better to know

Or not to know?

Watchers wait.

Nowhere to escape

Or run to.

Bitter, ancient feuds

That carry over lives and loose.

No heaven

No rule.

The mind cannot escape.

No one wants to know

This angry slate.

I have no cause so pure.

Yet hope is not enslaved.

To know.

To do.

To wait.

To rue.

What is necessary

Beyond want,

Or wish

Or rule.

Feelings cannot choose.

2005-07-16

Posted at 20:56 UT by Tamara

There is a look,

An intent,

A mindset,

An eye,

A physic,

A form,

A physical line

That gives away the trace,

That creates realize.

A path is being followed,

A face being tried,

A light left on,

A phone line rings,

A voice that speaks,

Time after time.

Harassed,

Unbreached,

Encircled,

Entwined.

Surely there must be

Better than this,

That cuts in mind,

Surveyed,

Surmised.

Where in this world

Is sacred space?

Nowhere near.

None can ride.

Eyes that watch

From distant time,

Body moves,

Heart implies.

What verdicts reached,

What imprint pries

Unsavory sight,

A word not said,

Unbidden,

Unread,

Untwined.

The game,

The chase,

The trace,

The time.

You won’t like.

You don’t always get what you like.

The watchers watch,

The timers time.

Soft Target.

Bullseye.

2005-07-14

Posted at 18:00 UT by Tamara

Broadcast Cable Series:

Tamara Lynn Scott

Cable 27 Santa Cruz, California

Friday evenings, 5:30 p.m.

Segment 131

Friday, October 28^th

California Endangered Species

Coho Salmon and Steelhead Trout

Interviews with Bob Belage

Of Big Creek Timber Company

On Good Forestry Practices

And Good Stewardship of the Land

Visit to the McCrary TimberLands to sight the young Coho and Steelhead which are being helped through the Big Creek Hatchery, and are present in Scott Creek, which runs through the more than 400 acre parcel serving as a sanctuary for the endangered fish.

Bob Berlage discusses some of the Forestry requirements of engaging in a timber harvest,

And the variety of agencies which oversee such an operation.

Posted at 17:59 UT by Tamara

Segment 132: California Endangered Species The Coho Salmon and Steelhead Trout

Friday, November 4^th, 2005

Interviews with Bob Berlage on the McCrary Timberlands continues with actual sightings of the Endangered Species Coho Salmon and Steelhead Trout in the still waters of Scott Creek.

Discussion of Timber Harvesting regulations and methods of protecting the Endangered Species continues.

Posted at 17:59 UT by Tamara

These segments are being submitted into the International Environmental Film Festival for 2005.

DVD Master Broadcast copies of these segments, complete with Broadcasting slates, are available to all and can be submitted to any Public Access Cable Station nationwide where you have residency on a no cost for airing basis.

You may order copies through the Producer at TamaraLynnScott2000@yahoo.com

Original Music Theme, Lyrics, Vocals

Of Tamara Lynn Scott, United, is utilized to open each segment.

Posted at 04:32 UT by Tamara

Who do we cleave to

In the bitter wind,

In the endless ends

Of nightingales?

Who do we touch

To hold the hail,

The cold at gone?

When do we win

The one,

The ever on?

Who do we pray to,

Sing to,

Play to?

Who is the love

When love is gone?

Within the heart

Within

The long.

The long.

2005-07-12

Posted at 14:37 UT by Tamara

New Revolutionaries

Struggling to be free

Of power holds

Ancient olds

Selfish grips of demon seeds.

Freedom stirs in the middle east,

And humanity cries out in desperate need,

To rise,

To hold,

To lay all in the toll,

But Freedom always breathes

And beats alive

In every eye

Every heart,

Every know.

Faith in good,

In god,

In allah,

In all

That is right,

All that is gold,

Sees the need

In every soul.

No separate,

No other,

One,

Whole.

Humanity

In the rise,

Dictatorships

In

Overthrow.

The days

Of

Dictators

Are

Coming

Into

Fold.

Freedom speak

Will never leave

All that we know

That we know.

For those with sight

Have eyes to see

The want,

The need,

The nesting bleed

Of all we'll ever know.

2005-07-10

Posted at 04:10 UT by Tamara

The needs of the world

Will always be

Greater than my own.

And yet somewhere,

A place of be,

A moment hold,

Always sorrow in goodbyes.

Always joy in hello.

Eternities.

From one who hardly knows.

Posted at 00:14 UT by Tamara

Visiting

Dream,

You stand before me

midnight.

Who are you?

I ask. I know. I realize.

Through the back door,

You walk through.

Draw to nigh,

Image eye.

I know.

Who are we?

Lovers in the night.

Reunite.

Far and near

As dream can be,

Piercing through

A life that weaves.

Eyes watching,

Mind cue,

Gift of dream.

2005-07-08

Posted at 20:00 UT by Tamara

Invisable,

Indivisable,

Memory plays

Over again.

The touch,

The hold,

The secrets unknown,

The words unsaid.

Figment,

Fragment,

Lifetimes led,

Round stony bled.

What other part is known?

Cast out to the distance,

Echoing back

Alone,

Not alone.

Posted at 19:07 UT by Tamara

KNOW

A war is all we’re living on,

A fight that comes to all who are seeking.

Freedom speak will never leave

All that we know

That we know.

Each day a one

Continuum,

In ever force,

In all that is ready

To speak and move,

To all come to,

To know

All we know

That we know.

The war of must

We find in us

The strength of test

The balances waiting

Freedom speak

Will never leave

All that we know

That we know.

All we

All we are.

All we

All we are.

All we

All we are.

Know.

We know.

We know.

The road is in

The need is win

The opening

A know that is growing

And even so

The one who knows

Is already

Already so.

We have been

Alone in win

And we have feared

A know that is growing

The journey in

Hope begins

In know

That we know

That we know.

So make a plan

A world that stands

Together handed all who are ready

To take a stand

For what we can

Is all that we know

That we know.

All we

All we are.

All we

All we are.

All we

All we are.

Know.

We Know.

We know.

The interlink,

Rising speak,

Giving wing

To thought and creating.

And where we stand

Is all the land

We know

That we know

That we know.

An innerheart

That always starts

With one hello

To what we are being.

In need of one

Who always comes

To know

What we know

That we know.

In everyone

A time will come,

The spirit of

A soul who is ready

To feel and rise

The laws of life,

The know

that we know

That we know.

Within each keep

Eternal seek,

A voice that speaks to all that we do here.

And when we are the moment of

We know

That we know

That we know.

With everyone

The play becomes

A learning of

Creating and being

A force of light

That comes

Inside

To balancing,

Balancing whole.

The world as one

Cannot become

In peace and love

Until we are ready.

And strive to just

The meaning of

The know

That we know

That we know.

Forever bright,

The journey writes,

The force unites,

And every fight

Is every light

To all that we know

That we know.

All we

All we are,

All we

All we are,

All we

All we are,

Know,

We Know,

We Know.

2005-07-07

Posted at 17:14 UT by Tamara

From the Muslims must come

The perception and sight

To see the evil among them,

To ferret out the dark dangerous mind,

When their religious leaders encourage the
fight,

Encourage the killing,

The slitting of throats,

The bashing of skulls,

The bombs in the night.

Who among the Muslims can see the wrong
from right?

Who among them has heart to join the fight?

Within their ranks, the demons parade as
mullahs,

Promising virgins,

Promising heaven,

Delivering demonic destruction,

Demonic mind.

Using religion

to pervert the heart and mind,

The demons dress in holy robes

deceiving those of weak, weary mind.

From the Muslims must come
The turning to light.

Posted at 16:58 UT by Tamara

Demons move among us,

Fallen to darkness,

Demented mind,

That knows only pain,

Only slashing mankind.

Demons from the deep eternal

Deliver only death,

Only screaming madness

know no heaven in their hearts

Or minds.

Demons move among us,

Abyss in their eyes.

Darkness returns to Darkness.

Light returns to Light.

Demons move among us,

Evil never wins the right.

Eternal battles,

Eternal fights.

Posted at 03:56 UT by Tamara

Broadcast Cable Series:

From the Ground Up

Creating Environmentally Friendly,

Energy Self-Reliant

Homes and Systems

Visit Tamara Lynn Scott Broadcasts at

http://TamaraLynnScottBroadcasts.blogspot.com

Jeld-Wen Windows and Doors will be coming into the series: From the Ground Up featuring AuraLast wood windows and doors made from solid pine.

AuraLast wood, which provides

superior protection against wood decay, water absorption, and termite infestation, is

Supported with a 20 year warranty.

The Possi Custom Collection and the Norco Premium Collection carry the Good Housekeeping Seal.

Details on these products can be found at

www.jeld-wen.com/auralast

The American Architectural Manufacturers Association ( AAMA) and the Window and Door Manufacturers Association ( WDMA) have certified many of the Jeld- Wen Windows and Doors, proof that the products meet highest standards for performance and energy efficiency.

Interior molded doors have earned Green Cross certification because they feature 51 percent recovered fiber ( on a dry fiber basis), and contain materials originating from FSC certified forests that are managed for sustainability.

Many Jeld-Wen windows and doors are ENERGY STAR qualified which means they exceed minimum energy efficiency criteria for the climate region in which you live, sometimes by as much as 40 percent.

Manufacturing Plants are
vertically integrated to fully
utilize all natural resources,
sharing materials so by-
products generated at one
millwork plant are utilized to
create finished products at
another.

Auralast wood is created with an
environmentally friendly
vacuum/pressure process, water
based, to reduce hazardous air
pollutant emissions by more
than 96 percent compared to
traditional dip or envelope
treatments which protect only
the surface of woods. Nails and
screw holes will not compromise
the integrity of AuroLast
woods, 100 percent protected
from surface to the core.

In addition, Jeld-Wen protects
the glass by utilizing
Preserve, a water based
adhesive film  which contains
no harmful chemicals or by-
products which can be removed
once construction is finished
for easy clean up and
disposal.This protects your
glass from damage due to
scratching, ghosting from glass
labels, and other building
materials which settle on the
glass during construction and
is applied to both inner and
outer surfaces at the factory

A wide array of styles and
components ranging from steel
to fiberglass, vinyl, to
composite, to wood assures the
architectural team creating the
initial designs of the energy
self-reliant, environmentally
friendly home being constructed
for the series FROM the GROUND
UP, any type of styled housing,
a great pallet of choice,
color,  and features and
promise to bring into the final
designs an innovatively
stunning result.

Visit Jeld-wen at

www.jeld-wen.com

2005-07-06

Posted at 05:23 UT by Tamara

DREAM MEMORY

I recall this moment of your eyes.

Through an endless fragment,

Goodbye.

Caught between these edges that we write.

Time we play these photographs.

Time we meet again.

I recall Dream Memory of Life.

Feeling of the Heart will never lie.

Spinning out this motion,

Time.

When you speak

I look into your eyes.

Ever drawing memory.

Time,

We meet again.

I recall Dream Memory of Life.

Dream Memory.

Dream Memory.

I recall Dream Memory of Life

2005-07-04

Posted at 17:11 UT by Tamara

He is no ordinary man

No ordinary relationship

Almost never around

Only in thought,

In mind,

In kind,

Of quell,

Life on the half shell,

Behind corridors of can

Disguised,

Distant,

Running away from here.

Running to where

No one can tell,

No one can land.

Yet the mannerisms tell,

If given a moments stand,

Then gone again,

Without a prayer,

Without a sail.

Whispering more than this,

Another place

Another will.

Who can know,

Who can hold,

Who can love

This shadow man?

The heart still holds,

Still owns,

Still plans.

Lifetimes ebb

And ran.

And take to lifetimes

Overtow,

More than we know

More than we have.

Posted at 03:13 UT by Tamara

Dark eyes flashing,

A backward glance,

Then out of sight,

A hurried flight,

A always in and out of sight,

What purpose to this poem?

Counting sticks upon the stones,

Notches on a midnight post,

Real or ghost –

Entwained,

Entwined.

Who runs from whom?

Hard to tell

Hard to time.

Who is hunted,

Who is hurt.

Who lies bleeding

In the dirt?

Someone knows.

Someone aims.

Someone holds a distant flame

An inward skirt.

2005-07-03

Posted at 15:20 UT by Tamara

You drink too much wine!

From one who cannot

Be impaired,

Dangerous game,

On edges of wait

For death circles round,

every corner.

Dogs bark in the night.

To one who seeks to ease the wait,

Slip to sleep,

Quiet dreams,

take off the edge,

hold the slate

pen the heart,

sing the ache,

Balance to all,

Good and bad,

Happy, sad,

Gift of gods,

Pleasure and pain.

Posted at 14:54 UT by Tamara

3^rd of July

Terrorists take to the skies,

Or take to Bagdad,

To blow themselves up,

To martyr themselves to Allah,

A big surprise awaiting them

On the other side of life,

Where all must pay for deeds of living,

By who they are.

No running away,

Repressed in life,

No virgins wait,

False promises of deluded minds,

That have fallen into darkness

Of demented crimes.

Yet all will arrive,

Given eternity of try.

All are of the garden.

All are of the path towards light.

And we keep on doing

Until we get it right.

How long does eternity take?

Eternities

To make the grades.

The mind that masters,

The heart awakes,

To see the god in all,

The all embraced.

The honing,

The chase.

Posted at 03:57 UT by Tamara

Memory of Feel

Fills the mind

The heart,

The time

Alone.

Memory of real,

Unbroken by time,

Memory

Alone.

The mind roves past

These golden fields,

That ever blow.

Alone.

Light glimmering in

The empty nights,

Memory

Mind

Moans.

What part dream

What part real?

Lifetimes spinning

Sands of gone,

Yet life goes on

And on

Remembering.

Posted at 01:50 UT by Tamara

Shadow boxing,

Speaking to the walls,

Inward falls,

Outward gails,

Loving no one

No one tales.

Reach to where

The shadows run,

In the chamber,

Of a gun,

In the willow

Of a wail.

Someday tales,

Someday one.

2005-07-02

Posted at 23:59 UT by Tamara

Do you believe in Miracles?

In Dreams that do come true?

Then you can open to

the places you come through.

The world is such a solemn place

made up of me and you

We take the chance to choose,

to feel.

Forevers such an open space.

It takes us all awhile.

Here is where we style ,

and chase our dreams awhile.

Do you believe in miracles

that shine upon your face?

You see the hiding place you are,

You Are.

In every day , a miracle

of everything we do,

We find a coming true

that gives us what we choose.

If you believe that what we dream

is what our hearts speak to,

Then you will find the miracle In you.

Do you believe in you and me,

and every wishing star?

We really don't go far

to learn of who we are.

Then you believe the miracle

is all we are to be,

We set our spirits free .

It's We.

It's We.

Do You Believe in Miracles We Choose?

It's WE.

2005-07-01

Posted at 19:46 UT by Tamara

Forgive what is not spoken.

I hardly know to whom I am speaking to

Until the moment is gone,

And I am left to muse,

On strangers waiting,

On strangers passing,

It is not an ordinary game,

Or ordinary passageway,

So unused.

How can there be a way

For one such as me and you?

To have some encounter,

Not countered in subterfuge?

Is life so dangerous a game,

That we pass,

Unnoticed,

Untokened,

Un-named,

Un-understood?

What would I have said,

If only I knew.

The hurt is left standing.

Unspoken,

Uncued.